What Does Your Heart Yearn for?
By Mary Lindow
What do you long for?
What does your heart yearn for?
What do you cry out for?
What are the deepest desires of your heart, the things that
you most wish for in life?
There is so much in the Book of Psalms that talks about “praying our emotions” to God. Instead of stuffing them down or venting them.
The Psalms teach us about bringing our emotions
fully to God first and foremost, and allowing Him to “reset” our life’s compass and transform us.
Many of our deepest longings have to do with love, to have someone beautiful “see you” as beautiful.
To have someone hold you and to know that you are safe and loved. To have someone see the worst things about you and still love you.
Some of our other longings and desires might be from the following list.
to be perfect:
- to be free of your flaws and your mistakes, to be freed from guilt and shame and to know that you are okay.
Longing to be significant:
- to be recognized as valuable,
- to accomplish
a goal, to win the championship, to have the adoration of many people.
Longing for freedom:
- a life with no responsibility,
- to win the lottery, to be rich,
- or just to have the weekend,
- a vacation,
a night out with the girls or the guys, or simply time without the kids.
Longing for peace:
- a relief from the stress – to find something that will ease the stress of life and bring lasting peace.
Longing for abundant life:
- to feel truly alive – to jump out of a plane, to dive off a cliff, to feel the rush, to enjoy great food, great intimacy, and great beauty.
There’s a good chance that many of
your prayers are driven by these deep longings as you plead and cry out to God for love, or for a better job, or for him to take away the pain or the guilt.
Maybe you find yourself praying these things often!
you’ve even come across this verse:
“Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart,” Psalm 37:4.
and you thought that if you
could “just” delight yourself in God then you could get those things you are longing for.
There is a real agony of deferred hope, the waiting, the ache when it seems that nothing is happening, no dreams are being fulfilled.
It can truly feel like your heart is actually sick from from this!
Today, right now – I am talking to you (and ME TOO) about PRAYING those longings and desires to God.
I want you to look at the possibility
that underneath most if not all of your longings and desires, what you are truly longing for is God.
If you bring those longings and desires to God and spend time in his presence, meditating on who He is, then you will find that all that
your heart is longing for.
The intimacy, the ecstasy, the freedom, the perfection, the significance, the abundant life, the peace, the perfect love – all of it is found in God.
And more than that, nothing and
no other person in this world can truly and fully satisfy the longings and desires of our heart. No one…
We may get glimpses and tastes here and there, but nothing satisfies our desires like knowing God.
the discipline of “face to face” raw anguish and dialog with the Father takes a sincere willingness to shut down the noise, shut out the chatter and simply let the outflow of longing to be spent in a purposeful “setting aside” of time
and its demands, until we are purged of doubt, anguish, and disappointed outcomes.
The longing will melt into “be-longing” safely….. to something…
NO! WAIT! “SOMEONE”
….. sweet and untouched from false expectations and approval.
The place where deep and satisfying rest is found.
The place where the things and longings of an earthly existence grow strangely dim…? (yes THAT hymn) …..
in the light, that soft and brilliant and cleansing light of His Glory. His radiant goodness
I love this quote so very much from St. Augustine. (I think you will too!) 💗
“Thou hast made us for thyself O Lord, and our heart is restless until it finds its rest in thee.”
Return to rest… To less… To be Blessed.
In His Shadow,
~ Mary Lindow ©
” THE MESSENGER ” ~ Mary Lindow