Cannot Give Him The People
Who Do Evil In My Life
By Kathy Mote
I cannot give Him the people
who do evil in my life. They are not mine to give. I can only give Him my heart, that my heart's response belong to Him. My heart and my life are His to fill.
There is a certain vindication the Lord will
enact Himself to protect a heart that belongs to Him, and He does this to keep them with Him.
In a vision, I saw a long, lethally sharp sword pass in an arc in front of me as I gave my heart to Him. This
sword was so powerful, energy radiated from it with enough force to see with the naked eye. As the Lord's sword passed in front of me, it drew a shield from my eyes to the top of my thighs. He did this to guard my heart from all that would try to enter it
as I walked among people with evil intent.
This shield declared, What is behind My sword is Mine. The presence of His sword remained before me as I began to move forward, taking my first unsteady steps.
The Lord said, Give your heart to Me and I will guard it Myself.
I Would Like To Share Something
By Kathy Mote
I would like to share something the Lord said to me as I faced the final blow of insult and betrayal my heart could take.
I heard the Holy Spirit say, “You will never have the love of God in your heart without forgiveness. It is the same thing.”
I saw tiny buds on a tree
as He said, “The first fruit of being forgiven is being made free.”
So what is forgiveness, but taking your heart and giving it to the One who paid for you to come to Him and Live and be free.
I learned today that forgiveness isn't between your own heart and people who don't love or care about you. It is between your heart and the Lord who does love you. He cares deeply whether or not you are brought to
Life in Him, filled and made free.
This is freedom from keeping track and keeping score, which binds you to someone else's life and heart. Your heart belongs to Him, and by Him you are embraced. This sets
you free of the thinking that anyone owes you a debt when you have been bought with a price yourself. Your life is in His hands, not theirs.
Peace is embraced in the heart that Lives, for being free is
the first fruit of being filled.
This Is For So
By Kathy Mote
This is for so many today. Instead of praying about things you are afraid of, why don't you show some confidence
in Him. He loves you more than your heart can hold. What would He do if you trusted Him. Oh, what delight that would bring Him.
By Kathy Mote
The Lord said we are not just random people seeking the solace of His comfort because we are rejected by the
world or family and friends. We were chosen for this, created for His purpose and sent to this time to stand before Him in a world that rejects Him. In this time He will reveal the sons of God, and we have been emptied before Him that we might be filled by
It is God's anointing and calling on our lives that people reject. They are not rejecting us, they are rejecting Him. How else would they know, unless they felt His presence calling us to Him? Some
of us have been experiencing this rejection since our birth.
How would they know before we even accepted Him? At our birth, we hadn't come to know Him yet. But He knew us, and He called us to this time
to be filled that He would reveal the sons of God to the world who rejected Him.
There are depths of closeness with Him as you are brought into His presence, and you surrender your heart to Him as you
enter in. That is your response to Him. But to reveal His heart to bring us closer is His choice, and as we accept His heart we will know Him as He is. That is how we are filled.
Lately, I have been through a terrible ordeal of the heart as the Lord took me back to my deepest trauma and hurt. My heart cried out at the very idea that I would
look back at the hurt that changed my life. The Lord said nothing to me regarding my distressing three-day trip down memory lane. That is what broke my heart, and I longed to choose Him again.
terrible, ongoing trauma that has changed my life is what I found myself faced with again, and just as I had done when it all began, I found myself surrendering my heart to the Lord to accept His purpose in it. I did this to remain in His presence with full
consent, not just survive the hurt I have felt.
There was something different about how I saw these injustices at this point in my life. In the face of full disclosure, the Lord was calling for full surrender
of my heart and my life. Hurt buried deep causes resentment in the heart, and knowing what changed your life has no right to change your heart doesn't make your heart right. Only being made free of your expectations of this life does that, and that is what
I learned as I gave my life to Him.
So this is what the Lord said He is doing in us. He is taking us to the barest element of our relationship with Him, and He is healing how we see our life in a time
when we will be raised. After full disclosure of the deep change His anointing has caused to our life, our response is to know we belong to Him. His will and purpose was to bring us to Him, emptied of the hurt and disappointment of a life that is fleeting
The hearts that are given to Him are being made as free as a human heart can be, and the pain of this life is something they will never feel again.